Tuesday, June 11, 2002

Guy sits outside classroom with spare time. Reads his book concerning graphic details of state executions. Makes for cover during a brief downpour. Finds dry spot for more outside reading. Hears voice call for him: "Hey you." Recognizes voice. Lifts head to confirm it's his ex-girlfriend. Ex sits. Looks smokin hot. Ex and guy talk. Finally address how they haven't really talked since last semester. No hard feelings. All in the past. Reminds guy of things he likes in a girl and things he doesn't. Thinks about most recent girlfriend. Acknowledges she doesn't fit guy's previous idea of the ideal mate in all areas. Wonders if that means she's not right for him or if you can't predict who'll be right for you. Guy knows he thinks about girl constantly and wonders what she's thinking. Gut feeling says she's not thinking about him nearly as often. Guy feels underappreciated. Believes he deserves better. Not a better girl, but a better girlfriend. Wonders if girl can be that better girlfriend come this summer. Guy doesn't know what will happen. Girl and guy share same feelings. Guy is pretty confident in this. Girl and guy will see if feelings are enough. Guy thankful for talk with ex. Sees how no matter what happens with current girl, guy will be happy. Guy sees great bliss with current girl, but if it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be. Guy has been happy. Guy is presently happy. Guy will be happy.

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